Narcissists learn from infancy to suppress their feelings so much that they practically stop feeling anything. Also, they have a very poor understanding of their own emotions. Especially positive feelings, which are unfamiliar to them. And if something novel and unusual begins to stir and emerge within them, they become very frightened and try to nip it in the bud right then and there, because they remember from the time they were children: loving someone is too painful.

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